the love of my life

While i was in china, my one true love passed away. she was 16, 112 in doggie years. My Lacey lived a good life. I miss her. Everyone keeps asking me if i'm going to get another dog, but my Lacey can't be replaced with a new puppy. I must mourn for now.

fool i am?

I'd like some advice on this one:

1. bf moves to another country
2. you tell bf all the time how much u love him, bf has never even uttered an i miss you, let a lone thoughts of love
3. other men, men that arent my bf, are happy to give me all the attention that my bf doesnt give me, yet, stupid me still only wants love and attention from one person: bf

actually, don't give me any advice. i already know what will be said....