karma

Theory 1: I'm being dealt Karma. Bad Karma too, not the good kind. So I suppose this relates to my "bad girl!" posting. Whatever I've done in the past must be coming back to me. I'm not liking it one bit. Who ever came up with the saying "Karma's a bitch" knew what they were talking about. Karma is a bitch. You'd think it would force us all to be better people....so that we only get the good kind of Karma. Why is it that we only notice Karma when it's being a bitch? Does Karma only come around to kick us in the ass, step on us till we bleed, then throw salt on us, then rub it in real good and deep?

Theory 2: I'm hallucinating from being too drugged up on cold meds to think straight....

what an f*ing mess

I think I'm allergic to cleaning. My piles of clothes, junk, food, trash, you name it, has become so overwhelming. I just want to take my life, put it in a trash bag and throw it in the garbage. Only I can't because 5 minutes after doing so, I'll be running around screaming things like "where the f* did my shoe go!" or "what the f* happened to my keys!" or....ok, i think you get the point. So instead I just turn off the lights so I can't make out the mess.

bad girl!

Sometimes I do bad things that I know I shouldn't do or feel guilty over...but I keep doing them, eventho I know they're bad. Does that make me a bad person? I'd like to believe I'm a good person who just does bad things..sometimes..rarely...hardly ever! :D

I'm running away to China!

Ok, so i'm not really running away, but I am taking a 2 week trip there at the end of the month. I decided all this today. So off to a travel agent I went, and booked a trip to China. Just like that. As of last night I was having dinner with friends discussing weekend plans, and as of lunch today, I'm going to China.